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Recordings: Winter 2009

by Christopher Knott

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It’s a lonesome and freezing quarter to three Streetlamps draw my monstrous shadow I slip on the sidewalk, stumble in the street Numb as the villainous wind blows My nose runs while I sit and wait for the train And wait for my mind to erase it From my memory as the sun does to rain And dew as the day breaks, beginning When each day dies And night comes to an end I think about it again I travel through pictures of red, blue and green Place bets, small, on meaningless outcomes Long for a chance to wake from a dream Embraced in a familiar bedroom My choices and voices gang up on me They motion me this way and that Sideways and blind ways, I cannot see New routes to my unchanging past With each new path And phone call from a friend I think about it again I carve in my nightstand day one-o-three This maddening streak seems unending A solitary celebration of an anniversary Just me and my mind for pretending With each new notch And letter I can’t send I think about it When each day dies And night comes to an end I think about it again
2.
Curtains tremble as currents blow Filtering light through cigarette holes Dust in sun rays tracing her shape New hands weave through familiar halls Drawing lines through telephone calls Folders filled with days he can’t save Eye lights search for what it forbade Itching, scratching his arms and legs Doodling on a weathered page Cornerless, it’s singed and decays Nodding off and on he begs The blinding daylight to set away Hide or disguise itself, quick fade To excuse his soft track of days
3.
I see shadows through the blinds Colors chan ging all the time Fearlessly crouched beneath Shoes on a power line I wonder if he sees The words you write for me Doubtful he can sense The feeling that you keep/these feelings that you keep… I watch a white cat cross the street Before peering back at me Its black and spotted tail Mindlessly flailing And I wonder if it sees The minute that he leaves And I wonder if it minds The hours that you keep/these hours that you keep You’re forming plans to show him The place we used to go And listen to the rhythm Of foaming water flowing And I wonder when he breathes Can he taste a trace of me I hope he won’t spoil a thing In this place we used to keep/this place we used to keep I see shadows through the blinds Colors changing all the time Endlessly repeating It’s okay babe, we’ll be fine/it’s okay babe we’ll be fine
4.
It’s not hot enough to stem these voices Enough to brace the floorboards Enough to ease the trembling Of hands and feet In fear of their returning To the core ridden with flames And with molten stones and arrows honed A dusty road leads to each home’s door Closed to any face warmed by Thoughts removed from microscopic inquiry A choice derived from choices before Devoured by those both sure and unsure Just looking to allign I’m just looking for a little mind You, my love, must be the serpent While I remain the servant to Those set to imprison you Unless the words of your mistake Ring loudly ‘cross this state In heads and hearts, both, why can’t you? I'm just looking for a little mind It’s not hot enough to stem these voices Enough to brace the floorboards Enough to ease the trembling
5.
I’ll take my blanket statements And all their hidden meanings And I’ll throw them down the stairwell In my bookshelf, filled with fiction Lies a work that I have written An unsent letter to you An unsent letter to you As my candle’s wax melts It forms a sculpture in my hands As my candle’s wax melts I seal your letter, now sent As my candle’s wax melts I’ll take my blanket statements And all their hidden meanings And I’ll…
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Nickels 03:04
I’ve got pockets crammed with nickels I’ve got a compass but no needle I’ve got maps of trails, a directory of rails And my share of needless feelings I caught glimpses through the thickets Of blue spray-painted birches Their virgin bark, though lifeless now Lay in the shadows far beneath bare branches Was I wrong the steal the apples from you side? Was I wrong to mute the lanterns you burn nightly? Was I wrong? Was I wrong to fill the empty pages of your log? Invent your days, emotions, coded messages and question marks? Was I wrong? I’ve got pockets crammed with nickels I’ve got a sun pointin’ me in circles I’ve got my walking stick, a book of matches And I’ll be setting up camp in the foothills Was it you who once thought better of the thought? That time could mend the random broken pieces of the human heart And was it...? Was it wrong to try again and try again and try again and fail again and try again? Was it wrong? 'Cause it felt so right I’ve got pockets crammed with nickels I’ve got a compass but no needle
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Snow Globe 06:40
Dusty with age his spine is twisted Sits counting the ‘A’s in newspaper headlines The secrets he holds, the love that he holds The lover he held, before the fall He never needed a lover so hard The sun’s scarring rays awake me come morning With them, a day to waste me completely Piercing the haze with notebooks and pencils Scribbling for hours, hopes for the summer I never needed a lover so hard Soap in the cupboard, mouse in the attic Ledge of the ladder, wooden paint mixer Chocolate come nightfall, a candlelight dinner Shakes up her slow globe to watch the flakes settle She never needed a lover so hard
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released December 26, 2010

All songs written, performed, and recorded at home by Christopher Knott

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